selenphina's Blog

So, thought I'd start a blog.  Because I've shared a story but there is always so much more to say.  So very much to try and make sense of. 

I feel my senses becomming much stronger and acute.  Yesterday I had an experience where it seemed I had a sort of empathic/sensitive episode.  Everything was fine, and then I felt just awful.  Head aching, lightheaded, and a sadness came over me.  I was talking with someone at the time.  She had recently lost a best friend to suicide.  I can't be sure, but I think I was picking up on the energy.  I actually had to leave I was feeling so ill.  Got myself a couple big glasses of water, turned on some good music, and eventually got to feeling better.  I think I connected to this situation strongly because I had lost a cousin to suicide as well.

So other than that, the night before there was not much going on.  I've been having really amazing experiences at night when I go to bed, but then nothing.  I think it's partly because I was so very very tired that night.  I don't think I was to aware and I feel deep asleep nearly as soon as I laid down.

But last night, it was all back again.  The lights and sounds.  That's why I titled this "interesting times."  They certainly have been for me.  Well, at least here I'm safe.  Here I can let it out, pretty much say everything I can't say elsewhere.  The things that make me feel half crazy.  Because I'm anonomous here, and if someone doesn't believe me or thinks I'm crazy that's just fine... I don't know them and probably never will, so what's it matter?  Ah, blessed internet!

Can't write much now... I have prior committments today.  But I think this will be a great place to document some of the things that are going on with me right now. 

I'm not sure who would want to read about me, but thanks if anyone does so.  lol